Busy

Busy is good.  I've never been one to not keep busy but lately it seems like I'm on the go all the time.  It's good and it's not good.  I don't feel like I have time to just sit and relax. 

I don't like it when my schedule takes me away from the people and things that matter a lot to me.  It makes me feel guilty, kinda like I'm neglecting my duties as a friend and family member.  I like to think that the people in my life understand and know that this isn't something that I do all the time.  It's not. 

I try hard to keep those that are important to me in my regular life and not toss them aside.  I especially don't do it because I know what it feels like to be on the receiving end of it.  It's not fun and it hurts. 

I guess I need to continue doing the best that I can and hope that everyone understands.  I like to think that this busy period will be over soon.  In the meantime, I'm going to enjoy working as much as I am and meeting new people as much as I can.

Smiling,

~V