I'm a giver. I give and give and give until I have nothing left. I don't really ask for much in return. Don't get me wrong, I love being able to help those I care about when they need it but sometimes, I want the focus to be on ME. It would be nice to have someone go out of their way to check on me or ask me how I am doing or if there is anything they can do to make my day/life better. I try to be Wonder Woman and do it all but it can be overwhelming. Right now, I feel like I have nothing left. I'm at a point where I don't even have enough left in the tank to take care of me and my needs. I do for others what I would like for them to do for me because I believe that is how things work in life - you give and sometimes you take when you need to but one should always give back (which is why I am still looking into charity volunteer opportunities). I know there are some people in my little world that genuinely care about me and that may not even realize that I need some "me" time but all they have to do is ASK. The simple act of asking would mean a lot to me but I don't want someone to ask because they feel obligated to do so. I want them to ask because they care. I would like to know that I am in their thoughts like they are in mine and that they want my happiness as much as I want theirs. And that's where it is today...
Smiling on the inside,
V~
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